A vision of God giving you a blank cheque signed by Him.
Up to you to fillin who its for and the amount.

Don't worry about your reputation.
It is His signature and His reputation which is on the line.

The refrain from the song 'Now or Never' comes to mind:

Today's the day,
today's the day,
to live in faith,
it's now or never.

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