Jesus said "Anyone who doesn't love me, won't obey me." John 14:24.

Another time Jesus declared "Anyone who believes me and is baptised will be saved." Mark 16:16.
Are you hiding behind the "does not say is not baptised is not saved" excuse?

A foreign VIP on believing the gospel declared "Here is some water. Why can't I be baptised?" Acts 8:37.

Baptism is humiliating.
The water temperature might be unpleasant.
The one baptising you maybe beneath your status (e.g. VIP mentioned see Acts 6:2b).

Elsewhere Jesus said "Not everyone who calls me their Lord will get into the kingdom of heaven. Only the ones who obey my Father in heaven will get in." Matthew 7:21.

Before you run off with dreams of preaching and performing miracles (Matthew 7:22) you need to start with basic simple obedience - be baptised!